CreditKarma
Everything is an opportunity for elevation…
Silence…solves everything. Especially when I’ve done something to knock myself out of alignment. So the karma I earn from my bad behavior, has to be cleared…through being heavily meditated. My meditation (deep breaths—6 seconds in…6 seconds out) balances my nervous system. Which allows my mind to be clear enough to receive guidance, that gets me out of mindsets that bind me to emotional imbalance. Yesterday, it helped me source my retaliatory response to a soul who was sent in to test my growth. And after my shadow work was completed…I came out wanting to give credit to the same person I condemned.
Pride has been my achilles heel for as long as I can remember. When I’m influenced by it, I’m highly competitive and uncomfortably territorial. Which is a symptom of the abandonment issues that stem from my childhood. So when I convinced myself that a reader I watched was copying my content…it reopened the wound of feeling like something was being taken from me. And instead of acknowledging the fact that I’m a seer….I accused her of speaking on things that I had already spoken about. Even though my ability to predict what someone is going to say…before they say it…was stamped a while ago.
In order for me to get to the root of my issue, I had to ask myself why I was so bothered by the behavior of someone who is essentially helping to spread my messages…if she actually is copying me. Because at the end of the day, my purpose here is to teach. So her recycling my content is kind of the point. But my reaction, to my assumption, revealed that my desire to help…is only present if I receive something in return. Since the trauma from losing things I had no control over, makes me feel like restitution is required. After I figured out why the situation triggered me so much…I was able to make peace with whatever the reason is that this person’s content mirrors mine so much. Which restored my peace…and removed the rage I felt…from assuming I was being taken advantage of.
Love,
Choosy
