“I still can’t understand the mentality of someone who would go out of their way to erase history…but I can understand wanting to cover up undesirable behavior that could expose who a person really is behind whatever mask they choose to wear.”

“All I’m doing is telling my version of the truth but the fact that I’m doing it logically has them exposing more of who they really are behind all their masks…and costumes. Which is only helping to prove that my version of the truth…is actually the actual truth.”

“The truths I speak that boost the ego of someone else are always praised and positively reinforced…but the minute I tell that same person a truth they don’t want to hear…I’m labeled as nothing that I am and everything that they need to believe about me in order for my words to hold less weight.”

“The tables turned. It’s the way my twin has rearranged her entire work schedule now that her behavior is being exposed to familial strangers on the internet.”

“I don’t know if these rituals are increasing because Halloween is coming up but something is different. I don’t remember the last couple years being this bad and the days in between these triggers keeps decreasing.”

“I feel like the real issue is the fact that I maintain my wits through all my crash outs…which makes her, and people like her, look like they’re losing a mental game to a ‘bipolar’ person. And all the effort being put into having me crash out…now has everyone looking like crash dummies. My my my.”

“The trigger that is currently taking place is worse than any of the other ones I’ve experienced over the last 4 years and I literally feel like I’m losing my mind.”

“I wouldn’t have even thought twice about my behavior if I didn’t get a text from my little sister telling me to pick my niece up from school today though. The first thing that I thought when I saw her text pop up on my screen was…they got me.”

“The stupid prize I got for the stupid game I played today was the threat of a restraining order. Which is honestly an upgrade from what I’m usually offered so…I’m up.”

“This is the first time I’ve ever turned my frustration into femininity and…I’m slightly obsessed..”

“So my little sister randomly texting me today to tell me that she’s decided to relocate her and my niece to another state…felt like an action I should expect from the fUNcTioNAl ‘family’ I grew ‘crazy’ in.”

“From an energetic point of view…what we feel is what we attract…even if we’re choosing to ignore those feelings. So these rituals being done by my ‘family’, a minimum of twice a month, have had me consistently manifesting the opposite of abundance.”

“If I take my face off and watch how my mind works…I’m able to clock the fact that…I’m not really a nice person. And…I’m tired of being on that type of time. ”

“I had a few times throughout the day when I asked myself why I didn’t just help her but after I realized that someone who is actively trying to take advantage of me…will always go out of their way to make me feel like I’m not doing enough…I “let it go”.”

“Learning how to love me, without any filters, has been one of the hardest things for me to do…but right now…this love is bulletproof..”

"Most strong, independent women…who claim not to need a man…irk me. I tried to be a part of the ‘He Man Hater’ club, that women like this are usually lifelong members of, a while ago but when I figured out I was just compensating for the strong sense of rejection I felt…I denounced all affiliations."

"I’ve been trying to force myself be like Bagg and get into my “quiet era”…but I’m a ‘bipolar’ gemini. Staying quiet for me looks like I’m walking naked through a glass house because I wear how I feel on my skin."

"This song is just another example of the jealousy that develops when someone realizes they f*cked off their opportunity to be chosen for something that’s bigger than them. “Big as the what?!”"

"But quiet as it’s kept…“hood” is a status that will win over the heart of a woman the quickest because of the authenticity that comes with that personality type. These are the men who mainstream society deems undesirable and their decision to humbly remain themselves in spite of that is…addictively attractive."

"And now that yoga has my chakras aligning…the can’t scapegoat me into group chat crash outs like before. So those who have been walking around undiagnosed for so long…now finally get to feel the weight of their own mental illness since they no longer have mine to fixate on."