"My bipolar mind basically computed that Jason worked in the physical and Freddy worked in the mental. Both had the same job but one had to be on Earth in order for his type of work to work."

"For whatever reason…hurt feelings bring the masculinity out of women…and the femininity out of men. I’ve seen this role reversal a lot throughout my life because…I’m an unintentional switch flipper."

"Full Disclosure: My ‘family’ knows that sacrificing me will bring them financial success because my energy is pure. If that sounds crazy…I can give a few examples, of a few families, who have succeeded with sacrificing someone in their family…and achieved success right around/or a short while after their ‘loved one’ passed. 2024 is the year God lets them know He saw what they did though because He always gets the last laugh."

"The attempted trigger that played out yesterday validates my point and it makes me wish my grandfather never shot my grandmother’s club up. All they produced is trauma and no one wants to stop inflicting it long enough to do anything about it."

"My former favorite cousin, who was born a week after us, used to tell me that a man is usually always able to get his ‘bm’ back. Because no matter what that man does…the ‘bm’ will always want her family unit together."

"There’s a scene from one of my favorite movies, Wanted, where Angelina Jolie’s character shoots a curved shot. That one bullet ends up deleting a group of her peers who went against the code of their organization. The issue with that is…in order for her to take everyone else out…she had to take herself out too because she was in the line of fire. That’s the fate that I feel is awaiting me and…Ion like det."

"We grew up on SisterSister and my young mind automatically assumed that what I was seeing was what we would experience. But the older I got, the more I realized…my twin and I don’t like each other."

"We take for granted the fact that kids are so resilient and I honestly feel like that sentiment is a big bag of bull sh*t. Kids aren’t resilient because they want to be…they’re resilient because we give them no other choice."

"In this moment I have every intention of getting CPS involved because this is just one of several ongoing issues. The only reason I’m second guessing myself is because I don’t want to be another source of her childhood trauma. Calling CPS…again…would fall in that category."

"I have a skill that allows me to draw people in, just enough to meet whatever emotional need I have in that moment, but as soon as I think I might feel rejection…I walk away."

"Disclaimer: My apologies in advance if this post indicates that I’m spaced out…I was in my feelings when I wrote it."

"She takes turns outcasting her kids…while pretending she has no idea what she’s doing. Things like this is what birthed the unspoken competition between all of us and my BM always sits back and watches the breakdowns that her actions manifest."

"Full Disclosure: Contributing in this way makes me feel like I’m needed so I offer my funds to compensate for the self-worth that I’m still building."

"By the time I finished she was over it but I’d rather her be annoyed with my ability to drag a conversation out…then walking around thinking that I secretly dislike her…because I openly dislike her mother."

"I know who I have the potential of being…even when I pretend I don’t. This ‘potential’ allows me to purposely agitate those around me in order to get a reaction that will allow me to release my rage."

"Never in my life have I ever felt like a groupie…but for Kendrick Lamar’s mind…I fangirl."

"Which has always been her parenting style. She offers no context or conversation as a means for guiding her children in the right direction…she just assumes we can read her mind by deducing her behavior."

"I had an epiphany. Anytime I’ve been attracted to or attracted a man…he’s had 1 of 3 personality types. It’s either been the momma’s boy, the f*ck boy, or the nerd."

"But I know what I’m experiencing is serious so I acted under the umbrella of my ‘mania’ and gave out personal information to ‘familiar’ strangers."