WaitWeight

“I used to be under the impression that if I cried a bunch of tears to a bunch of different people about what I was experiencing…something would change. Now I know that God is like that parent who could care less about the show His kids put on. If He has ordained a situation to be a particular way…no amount of theatrics is going to change it. I didn’t want to accept that though and the weight of waiting for everyone else to change is what finally broke me. But that break was needed because He wanted to teach me that my ‘savior’ was never wrapped in the fraudulence of my ‘family’. It was always me.”