SVU

“You have to be a special kind of victim…to play victim…after someone you victimized...reacts to their victimization. Which is why I’m keeping it mute on an old situation that’s currently crashing out for my attention. I have a habit of making people feel like they’re more important than they are to me…and the consequences of my actions are always the same. I invoke their undivided, after removing mine from them. Then they become obsessed with humbling me. I accept that discarding people is a self-absorbed character flaw that I haven’t fixed yet. And the punishment fits the crime so I won’t try to psychoanalyze the head cases of the actual victim(s). Because my mirror is still all I’m trying to look into.”