ProblemAddict

“I have a problem…refusing to stop trying to find problems where there are none. It honestly feels like I’ve been programmed to anticipate the worst…even when things are at their best. Which is why I’m so quick to drop everything and leave when I feel like something’s off. I got tired of being surprised by trauma, so my solution has been to anticipate it before it arrives. But this usually turns me into the traumatizer because illusionary issues are all my perception sees sometimes. Can I simplify this toxicity? 1…2…4% of the time…I create problems that have no solution because there are no problems. And admitting that I’m the problematic problem addict is bothering me. Because it makes me feel like…i’M tHe pRoBLem.”