PentOver

“Now that I’m finally able to maintain my composure under pressure, I’m wondering if my past episodes of lunaticism were just the backend of pent up truth…purposely suppressed by me in order to keep the peace. Because when I used to get angry…I’d say everything I refused to say when I wasn’t. Most times it felt like someone flipped a switch inside of me that forced me to emotionally cripple the target(s) of my frustration. Shadow work taught me it’s okay to speak up about what’s hurting me. Daily meditation taught me how to control my impulses. And accepting that I was sent to Earth to experience pain…so that I could learn how to transmute it into love…helped me make peace with my existence.”