MasonJar

I feel like I’m finally growing. Because the time frame from when I experience emotional exhaustion…to when I source its spiritual meaning…has shortened. And after deciding to quit this project again yesterday, it took less than a day to realize…that my soul was tired. When I first started, I didn’t fully understand how important self-preservation was. Then…I manifested monitoring spirits, whose quality of life…seem dependent on the deconstruction of mine. Saying that out loud used to make me feel deserving of my diagnosis. So I chose to lid my lunacy. But my refusal to acknowledge what I was experiencing was draining my desire to write. Which is why I’m deciding to temper my typing…for the days I feel like writing.