Loss

This time…I went within. I can’t say if an irate reaction was their goal, but it definitely is a behavior they’ve come to expect from me. I’m sure a reason will eventually be given as to why this separation happened, again, and it’ll be one I can’t dispute because…it will make just enough sense to justify their actions. But the lesson in this is for me to deal with the unhealed fear I have surrounding a perceived loss…because that’s what drives my overreaction in these scenarios. The stories I have about the lengths I’ve gone to, in the past, to speak with these kids…would be a best seller all in itself. But as it stands now…God Himself will have to come down and tell me to be moved.