JokerFace

I’ve never been a good bluffer…because I’ve always shown my emotions through my expressions. So even if I refuse to say how I feel…it’s usually easy to pull my card at first glance. But lately I’ve been confusing everybody…and myself. Because I’ll be in the middle of a mental state that screams sadistic psychopath…but when I look at my reflection…my facials give complete calmness. And…ion know how to feel about that. I want to attribute it to the fact that I’m finally starting to accept the handler bar hierarchy that I was born into. Which is now forcing me to conceal carry. Unfortunately, I think I’m just numb…from constantly pretending I don’t feel…exactly how I do.