Gotcha

I needed these last four years more than anything I’ve ever needed in life. Because weighing the behavior of my ‘misguiders’ against my own…put my behavior into perspective. I was a big part of MY problem. But more than that, I started to see that these same people were pushing my detonation device purposely. This last week has been more of the same. I spoke about the last text that I sent the group chat. But I left out that I threatened them with a ‘manic’ episode…if they didn’t get their s*** together.