Destruction

For years I’ve declared that God has been taking me through an ego death. I say this for many reasons. Honestly speaking, the main reason is because it sounds good. Death to an ego suggests that one has become centered and the need for worldly validation isn’t needed. I wanted to be good at this ‘Spiritual Awakening’ thing so…I said what sounded good. And God let me know reasoning like this is exactly why He gave me the flaws He did…coupled with the emotional aptitude that I have. I need to be flawed….and I need to feel that others are aware of my flaws. If it hadn’t played out this way..I wouldn’t be learning how to truly love myself for the things that others can’t see.