Byproduct

So…this shows, once again, that I still have the tendency to engage in toxic learned behavior…while complaining about others doing the same thing. I don’t fully know if my ‘mother’ was the sole facilitator of this ‘abuse of power’ type behavior…but history has shown that fruit is always the byproduct of the tree that produced it. I fell from her tree a long time ago. And because my goal is a complete renewal of my mind…I’m now trying to decompose on the grass that caught me when I fell…with the hopes that Mother Earth will use what it absorbs…to transform me into something more beneficial for the Planet.