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Trojan horse sh!t…

My gift…is like a herpes outbreak. I can’t control when it comes and I can’t hide it once it appears. It’s fully dependent on God’s will. This usually works in my favor…until it puts me in a position of having to explain myself. And…I’m in that position right now. Because I unintentionally foretold a secret…related to someone I’ve loudly declared distance from, out of respect for their relationship. Which has me looking like the hoemewrecker I’m not. It’s a lot of things I’m comfortable with people attaching to my name…because 9/10 I did that sh!t. But I’m never out here intentionally putting my hot box on someone who’s still synched to someone else. Unfortunately, if we’ve ever intermingled our energy, my ability to read you…never goes away.

I’m very aware that I have the kind of gift that I can’t get rid of. And if I’m being honest…ion want to. Because it protects me from what I can’t see…before I even know protection is needed. Having what I have, used to feel like a curse…because it limited the amount of people I’m able to engage with…on levels below the surface. Now that I’m older and have an understanding of how calculating certain souls can be, I’m grateful for this virality. When I first became aware of what I have, I didn’t want to accept the responsibility that came with it. So I was still putting my mouth on whoever I wanted to. I ignored the warning signs that came with its possession, because I felt like it was given to me without my consent. Which made it hard for me to adjust to its restrictions.

There’s a few people bitter over the fact that I burned them…before I accepted what my gift was capable of. But these are also souls who were sent in to do the same to me…and failed. I got them…before they had a chance to get me, because that’s how my gift is set up. Which has them trying to sell the story of my whoredom…any chance they think they have evidence to support it. Because they’re the actual hoe in this equation. And the resentment they have for me not falling in the trap(S) they set for me…now has them going out of their way to project who they are…onto me. Fortunately, I live by law. So I’m not held responsible for giving someone exactly what they came for…if my mind isn’t set on malice. I’m never not exercising caution, to avoid the consequences that come with intentionally being vindic(k)tive. Since I know how contagious my karma is.

Love,

Choosy