“Not offering words of affirmation to any given individual will never be a thing for me though. And if I’m attracted to the person I’m speaking to…my affirmations will never not affirm how desirable they are. It’s not something I intentionally do but when I feel connected to someone’s soul…my words are weighted with palpable sensuality. I would lie and pretend that conveying my sentiments in situations like these isn’t slightly orgasmic but…the truth is in me.”

“After that…the possibility of weaponizing entrusted information against the person who trusted me with it…became a possibility during all my arguments with future spouses. So instead of allowing her to teach me how to protect myself…I learned a new technique on how to leave others feeling emotionally unprotected. I became the person who hurt me…in order to make someone else feel how she made me feel because I knew if it worked on me…it would work on someone else.”

“I know I’m the one with the diAGnoSis but from what I’ve been seeing…I’m being claimed by energy that I’ve never met in real life and will probably never meet. I’m being discussed by people who pretend not to know I exist. And I’m receiving an astronomical amount of subliminal shots from people who’ve managed to find a way to be offended by my version of support. How is this possible among groups of people who claim to be mentally sound? These m’uh f’kers lie! ”

“The symbolism of the brutality that came with this beating has a voice of its own. Which speaks to the power our men hold…even when it’s impossible for them to pose any real physical threat.”

“Music is my only outlet right now because I don’t feel like laughing.”

“I can’t really find the humor of this situation but I can find the lesson. Which is…keep going because it’s pointless to let these hoes stop all the progress I’ve already made.”

"I don’t feel like writing today. (SSs below).”

“Saying I believe in the paranormal is an understatement because “energy can’t be created or destroyed”. So everyone that ever was…still is, and everyone that ever will be…already exists.”

“If I’ve learned nothing else in this Dark Night of the Soul era…it’s that taking the bait never ends well.”

“My ‘family’ hasn’t had a good meal off me since I aired them out on FB but today that changed after I got a text from my twin telling me my little sister decided to move 4 hours away.”

“I can’t give any more 2nd chances for someone to show me that they really are who they already showed me they were the first time.”

“I’m very familiar with how females…and feminine males…move when you invoke their sense of inferiority.”

“Speaking on magic, in the black community, requires me to willfully look ‘crazy’. Speaking on magic as a ‘bipolar’ person…requires me to look ‘bipolar’. And speaking on magic that’s been done on me…requires me to say I had magic done on me.”

“The last full moon of the (calendar) year is here and over the last week there were a few fumbled moon rituals attempted on me but…I found the lesson and moved around.”

“I noticed that men raised by their mothers…adopt the same inability to control their emotional responses when they can’t control whether or not the woman they want…only wants them.”

“The reality of black love is…most of us enter into relationships to avoid being alone because being alone means we have to be with ourselves.”

“Everything happening in our present reality is meant to shape what we experience in our future. “

“I always told myself that I would never pass down the kind of knee-jerk anger type correction that I received but when given the opportunity to do better…I did more of the same.”

“I’m guessing the fact that I no longer need them to validate what I’ve been saying…is taking away my desire to give them opportunities to offer me validation.”

“Some people willingly undergo rich-tuals to obtain a certain amount of wealth and/or social status. Which is why I see so many straight men on YT who choose thumbnails that display a gaping hole where their mouth is. This is meant to mimic a same sex sexual act, for the purpose of heterosexual emasculation. And it’s also why I see some of these same souls and their friends rAnDomLy lose people around them, right around the time they gain some form of superficial success. God gave some the eyes to see through these energies and in order to silence what we see…they humiliate us to the point of seclusion. Because our seclusion keeps their secrets safe.”