“This is a trigger that she got me to explode off of not too long ago so I’m assuming she thought she’d finally get the reaction she’s been trying to get.”

“It’s wild how so many are okay with the idea of being possessed by a ghost…as long as it has the fancy title of ‘holy’…but the line is drawn when real supernatural type tings are talked about. Side…eye.”

“Going back every time they get me in my feelings shows a lack of self-control that validates who they claim I am…but posting when there is actually a reason for me to say something…makes them look exactly like who I said they are. Undiagnosed.”

“All I took away from these interviews is everything my life experience has already shown me…when you try to hold an insecure man accountable…he will pretend to take in what you show him but will plot on the day that he’ll be able to bring you down to the level his ego needs you to be on…in order for him to feel like he’s a man again.”

“We were talking about something that happened while we were there and out of nowhere…she told me I’m “judgmental”. I’m still gathering the pieces of my edges that were snatched by her honesty. “

“I know I’m able to choose to react in nontoxic ways when I see red. I also know the immediate gratification of toxicity that I get from saying how I feel in the moment…feels better.”

“But today I saw what he was trying to do and decided not to respond. Then my twin followed him up by saying words that seemed normal…but were taken abnormally because I was already mad that I wasted energy trying to be the bigger person with my brother. So…they got a reaction.”

“The confidence builder is who I was to them before I started calling out the bad that I saw…and everyone’s ego wants me to go back to who I used to be. When they couldn’t pull that version back out of me…their tone changed.”

“My mANiC mouth talked me into purging my emotions on FB. And now I’m realizing I have an addiction to saying whatever comes to my mind…and then sitting around waiting to see what happens next.”

“Today I posted my theory of them trying to get me to commit suicide and then I uploaded the screenshot receipts of my little brother asking me to increase the limits on the life insurance policy I bought from him.”

“I still can’t understand the mentality of someone who would go out of their way to erase history…but I can understand wanting to cover up undesirable behavior that could expose who a person really is behind whatever mask they choose to wear.”

“All I’m doing is telling my version of the truth but the fact that I’m doing it logically has them exposing more of who they really are behind all their masks…and costumes. Which is only helping to prove that my version of the truth…is actually the actual truth.”

“The truths I speak that boost the ego of someone else are always praised and positively reinforced…but the minute I tell that same person a truth they don’t want to hear…I’m labeled as nothing that I am and everything that they need to believe about me in order for my words to hold less weight.”

“The tables turned. It’s the way my twin has rearranged her entire work schedule now that her behavior is being exposed to familial strangers on the internet.”

“I don’t know if these rituals are increasing because Halloween is coming up but something is different. I don’t remember the last couple years being this bad and the days in between these triggers keeps decreasing.”

“I feel like the real issue is the fact that I maintain my wits through all my crash outs…which makes her, and people like her, look like they’re losing a mental game to a ‘bipolar’ person. And all the effort being put into having me crash out…now has everyone looking like crash dummies. My my my.”

“The trigger that is currently taking place is worse than any of the other ones I’ve experienced over the last 4 years and I literally feel like I’m losing my mind.”

“I wouldn’t have even thought twice about my behavior if I didn’t get a text from my little sister telling me to pick my niece up from school today though. The first thing that I thought when I saw her text pop up on my screen was…they got me.”