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I can’t remember the last time I’ve been this happy. — Is food involved? Of course nnnnnn. The half dozen blue crabs I just ate was orgas…euphor…nostalgic. It’s my favorite thing to eat but…it’s been 10 years since I cracked. And after my outer body experience, the first thought I had was to text twin the location because…it’s her favorite food too. Thankfully, I’m a big girl now. So I wasn’t waiting for the reply that I never received. Her silence just helped validate the alignment I’ve finally achieved because…I felt no ways. Which gave me a sense of satisfaction and shame. Because it’s normal to want to share stuff like this with a sister. But abnormal to willfully accept that the person I shared a womb with…no longer fits into my life.