Violation

My own vanity played a part in why I thought this person would take my apology and carry on. I honestly expected to be easily forgiven. My reaction to having the opposite take place, revealed that I’m still approaching life from an egotistically entitled perspective. And that’s why my spirit wouldn’t allow me to stop thinking about what happened. I asked for forgiveness from the person I violated (energetically)…and I asked for forgiveness from my ‘Dad’. Now, I too have to sit back and wait for the other shoe to drop. Because anyone intentionally submitting to the guidance of God, knows that failing a test means that we’re about to be taught a lesson. I pray that I’ve shed enough of my ego to elevate out of this position by the time it hits.