ThisAintThat

“The groups we were a part of all knew everybody’s business so I felt the side-eye from the guy who went on to promote his love interest to the position of single motherhood. And I secretly enjoyed the jealousy he was displaying. But it wasn’t until I got older that I realized that these males were never trying to have anything real with me…they were in a pissing contest to see who would be the first to get what no one else at school had…and would ever get again. Because after I felt the sting of doing the eagle spread for someone that didn’t deserve it…I started dating girls until my mid 20’s. ”