SlimSlick
All the Man That I Need is playing on repeat…because Whitney deserves her flowers…
I love my advice…until I’m the one that has to take it because it’s invaluable…but inconvenient. I know I write from a high horse perspective in most of my posts but in all honesty…I know human behavior so well that when I want to do some slick sh!t…I can hide it behind good intentions with a straight face. But now that I’m dealing with a twin flame…I’m being shown how it feels to parlay with someone like me. Unbelievably unfair. So yesterday when I told half the truth about an ex energy I don’t want back…I should’ve known the ricochet was coming. Because I left out the half that implicates an eye that still wanders. And even though I’m wrong…I still need that.
At the heart of the issue that keeps coming up in all my connections…is my inability to fully let go of the past. I avoid most of the opportunities I’m given to privately reminisce because when I do…I have to see twin openly do the same with his old work. Because this kind of spiritual connection is about the mirroring of souls. Which is why most people avoid twin flame connections. For the most part, what’s been reflected back isn’t anything my shadow work hasn’t already shown me. But my issue with lust keeps showing up…even though I keep trying to pretend I don’t see it.
Throughout my dating history, I’ve had a type….that appeals more to a certain part of my body. When I’m blinded by what this energy makes me feel…I ignore all the red flags that my eyes see. Even though I’m signing myself up to be strung along, for years on end, if I keep going for this same soul…but expecting a different result. So when God had me cross paths with an energy that mirrors how I move, I entertained it because we’re on the same type of time. Unfortunately, that extends to our inability to let go of our second strings. Peace of mind is what we need, but as long as we’re still holding on to our what if’s…what is will always be chaos and confusion. Ion want that for us.
Love,
Choosy
