RunAway

I found an old diary of mine from 2011 and decided to start reading it. This is one of 2 diaries that I still have in my possession. And when I read them, I always wish I had the ones from my childhood. Because I was always so detailed with my thoughts. I‘ve wondered if the loss of the diaries, from my younger years, was intentional on my BMs part…because I’d still have them if it wasn’t for her. I remember little to nothing from before the age of 12 and I feel like those memories would’ve helped me remember what I feel she wanted me to forget.