Rearview

But emotional abuse was still an issue for me and the men I attracted after him. Because I still hadn’t learned the power of a soft tongue. So I kept attracting mirrors I refused to look in. During this time of solitude, I‘ve been given the opportunity to finally learn how to use my words for creation…instead of destruction. Prior to the start of my healing…I thought verbal abuse, to myself and others, meant I had power. And I was never able to satisfy my appetite. I can only imagine the emotional scars I left on my x’s. But the lesson was never to leave, heal and come back. Because going back to abuse is the biggest indicator that the lesson needs to be learned all over again.