PutUp

“But now that I refuse to do for her what I know she can do for herself…she’s validating a fear of mine. Which is the fact that all this time…I’ve been being put up with. This isn’t a new feeling because being tolerated comes with telling the truth. People who don’t want to know how their behavior affects others usually attract me out of God’s desire for them to see their toxicity. Because when they act that way towards me…my temperament makes it impossible for them to pretend not to know. So I’m usually put up…until I’m put out. Do I think I should try fitting into a mold that’ll give me the opposite reaction? Ew.”