Presence

“I always start out so strong when setting my logical familial boundaries but as soon as the reality of my isolation sets in…my reasoning for enforcing it usually starts to weaken. I don’t have any intention of unblocking my little sister though because…“it’s above me now”. She put everything into trying to trigger a manic reaction out of me and every time I think about how bad that situation could’ve gone if I didn’t stay in control of my emotions…my anger makes me angry. Why? Because these garden tools obviously want me stuck in misery.”