MobTies

“My inside voice(s) have their own identity. But they all merge together as one when they want me to make my mind up on a situation. I’m a free thinker, so I try not to tie myself to their mob mentality. This rebellion usually causes something outside myself to give my nervous system anxiety…and I’m eventually forced to face the mirror I keep deflecting. So after a text tussle with my sister earlier…my insiders showed me my hypocrisy, by having me give her the advice they’ve been begging me to take. I told her a truth and her response was that I was ‘trying to make her feel bad’. And I replied that ‘feeling bad meant she was in denial’…but ‘acceptance would finally make her change some sh*t’. Because crying over…hurt feelings…changes nothing.”