MatADoor

Who I like…changes conversations. Because I can experience the same toxicity from two different people, and intentionally interpret it completely different…depending on how I feel about them. If I like you…I give grace. If I don’t…I give grief. I used to think this bias benefited me in my relationships. But it was actually setting me up to be door matted. My natural instinct, with dislikeables, is to wave my red flags around…with hopes of deading any possibility of forward movement. The opposite is true for the bull sh*tters that I ground myself for though. I always end up employing an endless amount of excuses for their reds. Until my true nature takes over…and pineal piercings become my only option.