MamiSeeMamiDo

Whether my siblings want to admit it or not…we’ve all waited our entire lives for our ‘mother’ to let her guard down. I can assume all I want about what causes her to be so solution avoidant. Like my assumption that she punishes me as a way to vicariously punish her ‘mother’, while wanting me to make the appointment…so that she gets her long standing desire for a maternal type love…in a roundabout way. But my assumptions answer nothing. I now just want to know the reasoning for why she’s still content being this way, after all the opportunities she’s had to go in a different direction.