LveAftrLckUp

“For the longest time I didn’t even realize how much of a privilege it was to be behind the lines of my love because I never knew how much of an impact on my mental state I was giving the accessor. I didn’t know that when I care about someone…I drop all my guards. I didn’t know that when I’m attached to someone…I do anything to keep them around. And I didn’t know that when I love someone…I give up my comfort in order to make sure they remain comfortable. I alter all my defense mechanisms when my emotions are intertwined with another soul and that’s starting to scare tf out of me.”