InferiorDesign

I'm an open book…now…even when it doesn’t serve me. Because I never know which one of my words will relieve the pressure put on me…to keep my emotions bottled up. Most of what I say is meant to induce introspection. But my ability to dissect my own dysfunction is usually seen as rage bait, to people who aren’t ready to acknowledge that my truth…exposes theirs. Instead of healing the wounds behind the walls they put up, they get hooked on humbling me. And it took me a while to figure out that they use this obsession to distract themselves…from how small I make them feel. Which makes sense. Since my diagnosis suggests I shouldn’t have the mental capacity…to invoke feelings of inferiority within them.