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Last night I let myself feel the unsatisfying things I’ve been refusing to acknowledge. Tear shed followed the feelings. And guidance followed the blinking baptismal. Half way through it, I heard “surrender, don’t succumb”. Which helped refocus my attention on the bigger picture…my purpose. I’ve had issues accepting that I came to Earth to feel pain, for the soul purpose of learning how to heal from it…so I can write about the process. But after years of being unable to talk God out of His decision, I cHoSE to surrender to His will. Instead of succumbing to the man made circumstances, that were created to break me. Which is what was needed to put me back in alignment…with my assignment.