IgnoreAnus

The recent corno, shot in the chat, was still irritating me. So I shadow worked and saw that my sibling soul irritation…comes from them intentionally ignoring…our sh!t show. Choosing to talk about everything but our problems… is provocative. Because that’s why I started the chat. They were taught this type of deflection from a lifetime of observing our BM’s inability to communicate her feelings. Which has always been my manic button. The rinse and repeat is meant to (re)traumatize me, by mimicking the maternal neglect I experienced in childhood…when my BM failed to take me for treatment…for the same same disorder she’s currently conditioning my siblings to weaponize against me…in order to stop another conversation…that could’ve led to healing.