Existence

That thought led to me realizing that not one blade of grass will ever know what it feels like to wonder if the blade next to it has a better shape. These creations just get to exist without the side of judgement that accompanies the human experience. And for a few seconds, I wished I was incarnated into an environment like that. But the awareness of my obsession with judging others brought me back to the knowing that my soul hasn’t evolved to that state of being. Because I still embody traits of the problem I’m complaining about. So peacefully existing in the ebb and flow of non judgement won’t be an option, until my soul evolves to that state. Mother Nature basically reminded me that I am where I am…because I am who I am.