Exhale

Trusting God has always come easy to me…in the times that I didn’t really need to trust Him. But during the times where I need to fully rely on Him…I usually start out like a squirrel who has just realized it is trapped in an enclosed space. My thoughts suggest I’m more panicked than trusting. And the distrustful part of my heart, that I think I’m hiding those thoughts in, is fully visible to My Father. So instead of showing up as a hypocrite to Him during another moon cycle…I’m going to trust that He has the final say in this situation. That belief is true whether I believe it or not. But believing it makes my life a lot easier.