DeepDive

“I added a new ritual to my self-care routine. My new thing is staring at my reflection in the mirror until I stop weighing the beauty standards of the world…against the image staring back at me. Once I reach that point…I tell myself how beautiful I am. Today was different though because one of the voices in my head told me to close my eyes so I could feel my beauty. My meditative mode started digging deep into my darkness…until it was rudely interrupted. Intrusive thoughts came through about the force field of dog hoe energy that’s followed me my whole life…for the ‘soul’ purpose of sacrificing my confidence. But after I started feeling myself again…I realized it’s because my energy has always been that b!tch. With all due arrogance.”