CreativeCtrl

“I’ve adjusted to the new hall monitor as much as I’m going to. My growth is on eat though because I broke my lease the last time this happened. But today…I bought flowers. Because all the triggers from these last handful of years…suggest that this is the straw that was supposed to Baker Act me. And I’ve watched enough Body Cam videos to know that my ‘diagnosis’ guarantees anything I say will be held against me if I let that happen. It won’t since I finally understand these environmental triggers come…when I have control over my mind. A lack of control is what cripples my creativity. Which is why I quit this project the first 2 times. So mastering my ability to maintain my composure under pressure…is still the lesson.”