BuildingBlocks

“I didn’t remember blocking my BM’s oldest son…until my twin laughed at a text he sent today. She randomly wrote his name in her 2 word response, which let me know he’s been sending texts…and they’re all confused on why I haven’t reacted like I usually do. My sac sharer still can’t find the right spot to hit…to extort any emotions out of me. And her older brother always enters the chat when she can’t get the job done. Because I used to respect him enough to drop my guard when he disagreed with me. But I learned my lesson after the last time he got too close to grounding me. So I didn’t even notice his absence. Which reminded me how fast my love can die…when I decide its existence no longer benefits me.”