BoreOScopes

Being emotionally balanced is boring…asf. A normal person probably feels serenity but…I feel solitarily confined. Because I’m a Gemini, with two personalities. One encourages me to say whatever will cut down to a person’s bone marrow. Just to blame it on my diagnosis…if I dig too deep. The other prefers pleasantness. I’d rather lay up with the first side. And fall asleep, pretending my actions are justified. Irrespective of how much trauma I inflict, on someone who needed to be read. But when I choose my toxicity, I summon the sadistic side of my soul…that tempts me into ignoring reality…to keep it company. Which can lead to the kind of paralyzing psychosis…that foreshadows my fall from Grace. So, I sightsee long enough to prove a point…and return right back to being regular.