BookKeeper

“I have a past filled with people I used as collateral damage…to pacify my hurt ego. This was my era of entitlement…and it always peaked when I was in my feelings. So if someone made me mad…I felt entitled to behave in a way that could give them a stroke. It was my toxic way of keeping my books bALaNcEd…until God sent me the only mirror I couldn’t break with my deflection. This was His way of letting me know He was tired of me cosplaying Him. After dealing with my actual reflection long enough…I finally realized God was trying to teach me that even if someones behavior offends me…it doesn’t justify me one up’ing that offense…by doing the same thing. Even if I know how to do it better.”