BombThreat

I still have a habit of making people believe they’re more important to me, than they actually are. Most of my behavior is genuine, because I like to feel the fullness of any emotion I have for someone. The embellished parts come from a need to overcompensate…for confidence that I sense the other soul may be lacking. So, I lightly love bomb…to blow up egos that appear deflated. Which worked for me. Until I started noticing how toxic this approach is, for the other person, when I walk away. Because my refusal to detonate when we detach, can lead to obsessive behavior…in people who crave a conclusion of crash outs…to substantiate the value of the connection. But…I’ve never met anyone worth pushing that button for.