BlickBait

My maturity took a while to…mature. And in that time, I rage reacted to triggers…that were meant to teach me self-control. I always excused my behavior because I was responding to what I perceived as intellectual instigation. To me, shots were being fired at my mental. So I felt entitled to let out every emotion that came to mind. Which was a trap. Because my irrational reactions just exposed my dependency on trauma responses, birthed from my inability to set boundaries…with myself. I honestly saw my ability to be verbally violent as a strength. But I was actually being baited into revealing all my weakness…through my war of words.