BigMe

Long story longer…I can’t be bothered enough to show how bothered I am right now. I’m going to learn from my past decisions and stay calm, when I clearly see an emotionally volatile reaction is being summoned. Eventually I’ll have enough to justifiably erupt over but I don’t even think I’ll waste lava when that time comes. I’m starting to like sitting in the position of authority over my emotions. The ‘stay calm’ pressure they’re putting on my emotional state is now birthing a diamond. Who am I to stop the process before my true clarity is revealed.