AndAgain

This text would’ve never been received if I hadn’t kept my composure in the group chat. Because in order for their gaslighting triggers to work…they need me to go ‘manic’. So that they have their ‘plausible deniability’ factor, that allows them to use the kids as pawns. And they also need to use my erratic behavior, as a distraction from their initial trigger…that led to my subsequent irrational behavior. This is the same loop they’ve caught me up in for years. And I’ve still fallen for it 98% of the time. Today I chose to use the sense God gave me…which prevented them from carrying out the fullness of their trigger.