Amnesia

I won’t lie and say this preventative care isn’t difficult. Because when there are no ‘a mucks’ being run…it makes me forget these people are literally my opposition. It’s like I completely forget all the toxicity force fed to me the day before…if the next day is filled with balanced interactions. Honestly speaking, if I don’t go back and reread some of the chat conversations…I’d be able to allow people that I still love to hold the same position they once had in my life. Which is the only downside of real love. It allows you to experience the lowest of the lows of a person, without demanding that you cut ties. Even if those lows are the continuous source of your pain.